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[personal profile] saychocobo 2025-11-20 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
» You always let people pet your hair? I'm not saying no but - most of the time it's full of hair gel. It's not as soft as you think.

» I MIGHT'VE been told it looks like a chocobo butt before.

» In Valisthea. I figure that's a big enough question that I can get more questions about you outta the answer.

» I only like volcanoes from a distance.

» Yeah. He kinda told everybody? He commented on my vlog, guess he was feeling chatty. Where I'm from, princes turn into kings, not archdukes, so... I dunno how THAT one works. Titles are all made up anyway, don't bother explaining it.

» lol Clive already beat you to it? No actual cards involved. I got a little drunk at the party - I think he was trying to make sure I didn't help knock over ANOTHER table.

» Yeah... please don't. My old phone's got a lot of unanswered texts

» Forget I said that. they weren't read. Doesn't really count.

» It's not like that. It's too big for a text. And it's not MY life. I'm just the best friend. Gotta double duty to protect him.

» Wait. Wait. WHAT? Who said anything about slaves?? The only people who can do magic are literally the kings of Lucis? They can share it with the Kingsglaive and the Crownsguard. That's it. Nobody's enslaving anybody.

» Couple of days. After the party and the whole shopping trip. So... I already knew you before I found out. And I get it? Or - I get not telling me. But I'm pretty good at treating people normal even when I DO know who they are. How else you think somebody like me ended up friends with Prince Noctis? I treated him like a person.

» I think it's easier 'cause we don't have a Phoenix god. That helped. And - if I'm being honest, YOUR bestie is Bahamut and your brother is Ifrit. I was already starting to suspect something was up. ANYWAY yay you aren't Ramuh.

» Phoenix downs are curatives. They can bring you back from the brink of death. Kinda feels like your being reignited? Flash of fire too, after you crack open the vial and use it.

» Guess that means they don't pluck ya for them.

» For the record, I like Joshua. Almost as much as I like Prae. It's never about WHAT someone is. And you can be picky about the people who get to know you. If they argue, smack'em around with a white glove.
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[personal profile] saychocobo 2025-11-26 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
» Oh

» With. Without hair gel, it's all over the place. But it's fluffy either way.

» I'm glad you found your family again. Or he found his. Whoever was missing - that's. That's amazing.

» What, is everyone here on a quest for really important things that're lost to time even though writing down these things would've been really godsdamn important? Or drawing a freaking map?

» Not a lot in there about what you like to do when you're not investigating mysterious beings or suggesting people have special permission to pet your hair so that they start spiralling on why they're different...

» What exactly are "surprisingly complex feelings about volcanoes"? You don't have to answer if complex means depressing and not just deep. If you don't answer, you'll never hear - or read - the v word from me again.

» Huh? Oh! Nah, I don't own property. A vlog is a video posted online. So it's like you can see and hear what the person is doing? Sometimes, it's a livestream, so there's no time to edit. I did mine as a livestream - I don't know if there's an edit function on these.

» I don't actually know if I own property.

» No! I mean - it was a stupid joke I made to have a, like, verbal escape hatch for when it doesn't happen. Can't be disappointed when you've already set it up like that. Cause then you can say you already danced with the better one, and it doesn't matter that you're lying because better's subjective anyway, as long as you make it funny.

» I only promised not to lie to *you*.

» Not terribly offended's not good enough. I don't want you offended at all. How do I do that? Kinda feels like half the things I've said are going to offend you. I don't want that.

» He's *not* better.

» Thanks. I just would ... I'd worry something was wrong. Can't answer wrong; won't is fine.

» That's kinda a big ask. We never need to talk about anything *you* don't wish to, either, but now I'm worried something *else* is wrong that I never had to consider before. Because you use magic?

» I dunno if I want to ask, because there's nothing I can do if the answer's yes, and if the answer's no, then I just wasted all of this time texting about something that you said to forget about instead of actually pretending to forget.

» I don't think it's changed? I can't forget what I heard, but this - all these texts? This is how I'm treating you. And this *feels* like normal to me. From me? Whatever, this feels right. You deserve to be normal. Everyone does.

» The Ramuh thing's not *bad*. TWhen I heard about the Astrals Eikons, those were the three names I knew go together. That's all.

» Kinda? It's the closest analogy I've got, but I'd just gotten hit in the head, so I don't know how much I trust me on that.

» You *did* say I could pet your hair. I'd say petting range is plucking range, but honestly? That'd be creepy.

» Vesp is way cooler than Prompto.

» Hm. Guess I shouldn't argue with you. Maybe I wish I could go back and edit a bunch of stuff too, but I think it's worth losing the extra thought to get the texts out faster. Make it more like an actual conversation.
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[personal profile] saychocobo 2025-11-28 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
» Why would you want to see it messy? Do I have to wake up at 5 to do my hair because you're gonna come over earlier and earlier before you wake me up knocking on the door? It's really not great and usually goes with me being barely awake.

» You know I've got questions, but I think for now, I'll just say I'm sorry that happened to you. And to him.

» I don't know if "unseen hand" is the right word. Maybe there's not *one* right word. we've got the current known problem - the Niffs - and the lost to time mysteries. Not really an unseen hand there either? Everyone who could've helped us more is dead or long dead.

» Yeah. It just feels like - when is it going to be enough? Which isn't really a question I want answered, and OBVIOUSLY I want to help however I can. We've already lost so much.

» Texts are supposed to be for lighter things. Your autobiography should one of those handwritten leatherbound books. *Tomes*. As illuminated as it is illuminating.

» Oh, see. You could totally put together an illuminated manuscript. I bet your sketches are beautiful and captivating, too. You should show me them sometime. I'd let you look through my photos, too, if you wanted.

» I don't have to spiral, but I want to? I don't understand what I did different, with you. There's gotta be something I did right with you and Noct that's like - the missing piece.

» Your crystal's the size of a mountain? That must be hard to protect.

» I hate the Iron Bloods. For the record. I'm allowed to judge them on hearsay cause I'm never gonna meet them.

» Yeah, a vlog is - exactly that actually. You're not gonna need me to explain tech much longer if you keep putting it together like that. But I think text is superior to vlogs most of the time. It's not as much pressure.

» Videos would make things easier, maybe, but you'd be at the mercy of the cinematography and narration skills of the person who made the video. It could leave you more confused than you were when you clicked play if they explain everything in metaphors and all the metaphors fell out of use 1900 years ago.

» I won't let you spiral. I promised you I wouldn't lie because you were kinda crashing out about some nonexistent thing you'd done or said wrong. To me. I know how that *feels*, so I told you I wouldn't lie to you. Because then you never have to wonder where you stand with me. It was... I thought it was the only ammo I had for making you trust me when I said that you hadn't done anything wrong.

» When I say "lie", I don't mean that I *lie* to everyone. I filter. Like I do to a photo. Make a picture into what I want it to be. Like you do with a sketch, I bet you pick just the right perspective. Go in from the right angle. Change the lighting.

» But I'm trying not to do that with you. Even if it gets awkward.

» Like... now. You can ask me to dance if we're ever at the same party again.

» Good thing for you I'm already totally housetrained in working past accidentally upsetting people and not offending them. Pretty good at being minimally invasive, too.

» I wish I could say it's never gonna happen, but - we both know that your world and mine are more different than alike. It's gonna happen eventually, I give you a thumbs up or something and it turns out that's the most offensive you can do in front of a Rosarian.

» You can be proud of him all you like. Opinions are subjective, and I say you're better. Maybe it's vanity. At the party, when you thought I was afraid of you? Or that you'd offended me? I... do that too? I do something like that. I don't handle indifference great - sorry I just got done saying texts are for inconsequential things and that I won't filter, but does it count as filtering if I just... can't stop deleting things before I send them and maybe this is better for an actual conversation, if ever.

» I meant you can't answer me wrong, and if you won't answer, that's fine too. I... it's just more things I wish people would tell me. But maybe you're not like me and it's all just wishful thinking.

» I wasn't *offended* - I just didn't want you to embarrass yourself by asking HIM if he was enslaved. And I was really confused, like I said - they're the only ones with inherent magic. To hear about a place where it's *not* locked up in one bloodline favored by the gods? And that they're treated like shit? I like to think of myself as an egalitarian monarchist - and no, that's not an oxymoron - I was offended *for them*, too. The ones being enslaved and *bled* for something that they were born into. Like - they didn't ask for that. Maybe it's too much for them, even before everyone else starts piling on, but I guess I'm the only one that bothers with empathy.

» What do you mean, similar in the end? If you weren't enslaved, you're clearly educated, you're nobleborn and other nobles think highly of you so - is this some philosophical "we all die eventually" thing?

» Dion's not an Iron Blood, is he? Bahamut's associated with iron in Eos.

» A balm to your soul? You missed your calling as a poet, traipsing around through archeological dig sites. It only reads like me because I do it fast - so what you read is what's in my head, as fast as I can get it out. Plus - I use voice-to-text.

» Big fan of not getting burned? ...right, Warden of Flame, Phoenix. I follow. Bigger fan of not over-aggravating my friends, though. It's one thing to needle someone to get a rise out of them, but only if everybody's laughing at the end. If anybody's not, then it's not a friendly joke: it's just mean. I think plucking'd cross a major line.
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[personal profile] saychocobo 2025-12-02 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
» I don't know?? No one's ever asked before and - fine, I'll go without gel next time I see you just please don't wake me up at 5 am.

» Thanks, Prae.

» No, don't. I don't mind. I just didn't want to dump on you.

» As opposed to typed. Like what you see on the HUD. There are machines that will print it on paper. Machines to bind the books too.

» No, they don't glow. They're illustrated. *Heavily* illustrated - borders, ornate colored letters at the start of new chapters that are like 10 times the size of the rest of the writing, basically anything you can do with ink on paper. Actually, I think they're vellum or something fancy?

» Great news: I haven't seen the places you've visited. I'm impossible to let down.

» ... there's a crystal *here*? Where?

» If you're doing something on video, you gotta watch out for your expressions and movement and tone. It's not just the words.

» M.E. 756? But how would our modern era line up with yours, if Rosaria doesn't exist to joing Lucis and Tenebrae in adopting the same calendar?

» Good. And - yeah, that. It makes some things easier because - like you said. It avoids upsetting others.

» I'd prefer you do what works for you. Just because *I'm* doing sit doesn't mean you have, but just because I'm saying this doesn't mean I don't want you to talk about what you need to talk about. I'm not gonna balk if things get heavy. That'd be such a shitty thing to do to a friend. My door's always open.

» Metaphorically. My door is actually always locked.

» No shame or judgment if you talk about them... or if you don't. But now that I know that you do the same thing - kinda need you to tell me now if I should let it slide if I catch you at it, or if you want me to call you out on it?

» ... yeah. Yeah, me too.

» Why would I want you to be minimally invasive? It's more than not asking questions; it's about... I never really tried to explain it before, but I try to know where the boundaries are and keep well clear of them? Like I know what my role is in people's lives and stick to it. I wouldn't wish that on anyone - invade away.

» Incoming.


[ An image with a thumbs up follows. ]

» So the hand sign I'm doing there? It means like hey good job, nice one, or generic approval? Sometimes it's just yes, or an acknowledgment? But it's either always positive ... or it's sarcastic.

» You're doing great. I'm not gonna judge you and nobody else can see this.

» It's a *little* vain. Finding comfort in having that in common means finding comfort in someone suffering through the same same hangups. I don't want to be like that.

» You didn't pressure me into disclosing anything because ... I didn't disclose anything? We're good.

» Psst. It's just "previous text." You don't need to add missive. 😉

» Anytime. I'm the only fool around here.

» ... there's going to be a Lucian king who can rid the world of the daemons and starscourge and they wore themselves out for generations keeping Insomnia safe. Kinda hard to *not* be a monarchist, even if you think everyone should be treated the same.

» I don't know what you mean by the crystal's curse. Do you mean the prophecy or the ... wearing out?

» No, not a bard. A bard can be a poet, but a poet doesn't need to be a bard. Some of them just write poetry. No singing or public speaking needed. Then people can read it whenever they want.

» Tell you what - you come over tomorrow morning, I won't put gel in my hair until you're here, and then I can show you how it works rather than try to explain by text.

» I wouldn't know. I'm an only child. I don't think my parents could have kids - they adopted me when I was about one. Guess I drove them nuts because they didn't adopt any more.
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[personal profile] saychocobo 2025-12-14 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
» It's not super strict, but I try to get up with the sun and get a run in. I don't wanna fall into using "but I got taken to another world" as an excuse for bad habits. I did it the first week. Didn't feel great.

» Machines'll happen eventually. Most of the people here seem to have them. Then maybe someday, someone'll finally put your illustrated memoir on a real printing press. They can do that you know - type up all the words, copy the drawings. I could probably type it up for you in a couple of weeks if I had a desktop computer.

» I'd like that. I don't think you can do it, it'd be more interesting than being stuck here.

» Gonna guess you don't mean taking me to any of *those* places, if it's being used as a behemoth lair. And yeah definitely not going by myself. We've got behemoths too. I'll get Noct and Gladio to go with me if I decide I wanna risk my neck just to find the *wrong* crystal. As curious as I am to see to part of *your* world, enh. Not that part.

» It has? Maybe. Like I said, there was a treaty between the biggest nations to start using the same calendar, so instead of picking one country's calendar and making everybody use it, they started a new one and started counting with 1.

» Yeah, it's easy talking to you. Don't worry I'm not gonna try and unpack why.

» Because it means knowing when to make yourself small and inobtrusive? Like so you won't be a bother to the people around you. "Minimally invasive" sounds like a good thing, though, but when you think about why someone'd be good at it...

» You're not projecting. Pretty much nailed it.

» Emojis and thumbs up. Yeah. I'm teaching you some real high class culture. You wanna learn about magazines and video games next?

» 🐣 There's more than little yellow faces but try not to send me more than five in a row. I'm pretty good at figuring out the meaning of strings of emojis, but I like the way you string together a sentence better.

» You haven't seen me playing the fool? Ugh I've been slacking. I'll get right on that after I finish answering your texts.

» I don't know how else to describe it. The king is was only 50, but he looked older, started using a cane not too long ago. It's gotta be a lot, keeping up a Wall around a city all day and all night. Like the dome shield they've got here, but not too much like it. I'd be pretty pissed if they've got someone powering it here. I think it's tech - made by machines. New fear unlocked.

» Probably has a lot to do with how many of us can read and write, too. I guess I kinda take it for granted. My life's probably easy compared to yours.

» What plans? I don't have plans. There's nothing to do here except wait to get a chance to prove ourselves. Prove that the world's worth saving. Or to think about how *I* can possibly do *that*. I think being from a world with an empire that's hell bent on ripping the world apart and doesn't care how many people die along the way... it's a lot to convince an AI to ignore when she's deciding which worlds get to keep spinning. Oh or practicing with a bone dagger because "faes don't like iron" so that's really gonna make me be useful and feel safe. So distract me.

» Lonely. But I don't know if it always is, or if it's all in the extenuating circumstances.